Wow, I haven't updated this in forever...

Well, I guess this just proves that I'm going to spend more time on NG in the future.

Also, preordered Pokemon White, so that's cool.

Jesus Christ, Into the Wild is the most depressing thing I've read in my entire life. It tells the story of Chris McCandless, a man in his early to mid-twenties who embarks on a journey into the Alaskan territory never to return again.

Along the way Chris affects the lives of several people, including a guy who works at a grain elevator in South Dakota, a traveling woman and her boyfriend and some old dude who lost his wife and only son in a car crash.

If you haven't read this book, go out and buy a copy; it's really sobering.

Don't believe me? Listen to this

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Fuck yeah, I deserve this.

Hurts like a bitch, but nothing broken, so that's good.

If the universe is always expanding and you go faster than the speed of light, what do you think is on the other side?

But I'd rather see what you do, first.

I'M LAZER PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's it, I'm done feeling sorry for myself. Today, I'm starting a new leaf. No longer will I bitch and moan on how shitty my life is.

Oh, and the new Art Portal kicks major ass.

That is all.

Hello, Newgrounders. I've decided to make a serious post for once and get some things off my chest that I've had for quite awhile. You see, my childhood never had many fond memories of me trying new things, wheras my parents were smothering me most of the time, which caused my insecurities and lack of self-confidence. Not to mention the turmoil, either.

You see, it didn't really bother me until as of late. Lately, when I try and do something new, I can't help but think of how wrong it could go instead of just going along for the ride. I keep missing chances at new things and I'm afraid if I don't fix it soon, it'll be too late to do any of them. Also, I think these insecurities I have keep pushing my friends away, both on the internet and IRL. Please, if anyone could help me with my dilema, I'd be forever in your debt. I just don't want to die not knowing if I lived a fufilling life or not.